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My apathy is getting more and more obvious and the negatives of this are becoming apparent. I’m not unhappy, but I’m noticing that things aren’t as surreal as they used to be and maybe that’s just an aspect of growing up but I feel like and hope that isn’t the case. I remember the end of school years in high school and how ready for summer I used to be and how much I loved spring. I’m staring at my Graphic Novel teacher’s vibrant and arguably hilarious hawaiian shirt but I really just feel nothing. I feel no different about summer coming than I did about the semester starting. Maybe I’m just lonely in this school, or maybe something else is going on. This indifference is useful in dealing with the various stresses I see and the overemotional relationships of the world around me, but I feel like I’ve sort of evened out. I remember being borderline emotionally unstable in high school and that sucked on one part but maybe it let me really appreciate the good things. Maybe summer will change me. I just got a great call about working on a new project that I’m really looking forward to. I dunno, maybe I just need to not be sick anymore. I think my lack of a sense of smell is what’s making me under appreciate spring. The more I think about the smell thing the more I think that’s what’s going on.