I miss the days I would drive the hour through the woods to see you, just to drive home at 1am alone. It was always worth it, and the time alone was great because I just thought about you and I could sing aloud in my car and nobody had to know. Winter is the season that breaks me. I didn’t know it at the time, but I guess I like the mundane work if it means I have the free time to make those trips to your house. Now I’m in school and limited to buses and I just don’t know what to do. It’s getting cold out again and we’re both stuck schooling and I just miss the days of driving down Route 111 to get to see you. I just want to see you. I’m not feeling this college thing so far, seems like it’s just getting in the way of my happiness and my success. The whole point is to better prepare myself for the professional world, but so far it’s just getting in the way of my working in the field I chose. I just want to talk to you about these things but I hate phones and I hate that there’s no comfort in it without being next to you. I miss you.
